So I felt compelled to write something, but just stuff really… Blogging, or “weB LOGGING” as it is called by its purest term, is about typing. Sometimes with a purpose, sometimes without a purpose and sometimes just for the hell of it.

This little piece is mostly just me rambling, or at least that’s what I sat out to achieve. To set the scenario for you; am three and a half way through the third movie of the night, which doesn’t mean that much as they are being streamed without commercials, but it still counts taking 3 or 4 hours of 24 into account. I’m sober but I wish I wasn’t, my girlfriend is asleep and has been so for a while, it’s the day before New Years and I feel uncomfortable, insecure even… Perhaps that’s why I decided to take it out on the keyboard, I don’t know.

Or maybe it’s simply the fact that it’s the night before New Years, and the majority of the goals and personal promises I set out to achieve 12 months ago, are still dwelling impatiently in my mind, angry and disappointed not to have lived yet. Fuck… again I don’t know! There’s only room for one other personality in my mind, the seat is occupied and unfortunately he’s wearing a collar and holding a fork at the same time. I’m being convinced that I can do all these things, only to realize that I only got mental stamina for half of them. It’s hard feeling disappointed about your own ability to act in your own best interest… you know?

Fuck… I’m also out of gummy bears!

You know what! I’m overjoyed with 99.9 percent of my life, so why am I bothering you guys the remaining 8.26 hours of the year? Death in inevitable, purpose of life is inevitable and time passing is inevitable… So why not just accept the first fact, invest in the second and pay close attention to number three? That’s what I’m going to do – BANG my New Year resolution 2010!

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